Sooooo, it caught my attention.
This thing of giving.... the giving of something.... the giving of me.
The giving of my time, my treasure, my talents.... the giving of me.
There is a beautiful story in Mark 12 (Bible Ease, for those who are just starting out), but as the story unfolds, many rich people threw out lots of money to support the Temple, a place of offering to God. Jesus sat down amoung them, watching the money pile up.
But then, seemingly out of nowhere, a poor widow showed up, casting all she owned.... a few coins and by today's standards, pennys in a fountain. She gave it all, giving of herself, all she had and out of her poverty, came grace....
the kind of Grace that can only come from one who has lost everything, yet found Everything!
Although her gift was small, her Heart was Huge.... giving from a spirit of generosity, her gift was the most beautiful to behold in the eyes of Jesus.... a spirit of giving of self.... no matter what the cost.
Oh to be able to give of myself like that woman.... pure and simple... no strings attached.
But so many times, I DO want something in return....
Like the love of my adopted daughter, the acknowledgment of my Dad, the gentle hug of a dear friend... yes.... so many times I have wanted something in return for my "generous gift".
So... I have to ask the question.... "Is it better to Give than to Recieve?"
It all seems so selfish...
Yet, I am always the One who is blessed by giving.
A selfish act? YES!
Would I change? NO!!!
